solitary soul...

My mind has been flitting back and forth between happiness and sadness, doubt and certainty, decisiveness and indecision. i feel like my life, at this point, is going nowhere.

I feel like I'm always gonna be in somebody else's I'm always gonna be 2nd to my sisters, my friends or my boyfriend.

I doubt if anyone would even notice, the things I do to please them...the sacrifices I make...the things that I had to give up sometimes to make room for their happiness.

I wonder if they notice the sadness in my eyes that I try so hard to hide. And at times when I'm happy, as in really happy,I wonder if they share my joys.

Rolled Into One Mom

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