no room in his life...


I feel awfully unhappy again...it's like i am meant to be this way for the rest of my life. Funny when he or she talks about their plans, if feels life you are being excluded, left at the sidelines to just smile and go along like your heart isn't breaking into pieces.

Who could blame me when I start planning my life alone? When lately, all I ever seem to do is to look after myself, do things on my on...decide on my own. And when I do manage to reach a concrete decision - I am left without any other choice but to do exactly what they wanted me to do?

Why is it that people expect me to conform and to do what they wish and yet, when I say what I want...I am not given freedom to do it?

Why is it that when I exert big amounts of effort, I am still not doing enough? Why does it always have to be him...them, his friends when not once did he ever asked to meet my friends?

HAAAYY...

nhessie a.

By some surprising twist of fate, I am now a mom...a single one at that! I'd like to think that God has granted my most fervent wish - to become a superhero! At least in the eyes of my one year old boy - Alejandro. I'm a public servant experiencing fulfillment from doing the best I can to change the world in my own little way. A newbie blogger mom/digital mom and so far, I'm having difficulty switching from being the single, career woman I'm used to in the past and the new role I'm dealt with today. I'm an online entrepreneur too - I don't know where I'm going but then again, I already know where I'm from. And I don't ever wanna go back, Join me, in my missteps and misadventures and tell me what you think about my take on LIFE, LOVE and EVERYTHING ELSE IN BETWEEN. Welcome to Mama Whale's world!

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