empty shell...

I didn't know that being extremely lonely inside while looking happy outside can be possible. I feel like I'm playing a game. A game where I am the only one who knows the rules and yet I end up losing anyway.

I know I'm at fault, because I let people walk all over me. I do what pleases them even if it's against my ideas and wants. But is it bad to want happiness for the people you love?

I just feel awfully lonely and alone. I am going through so much in my life and yet nobody seem to understand. And when I let my problems affect me for a while, they tell me I am over reacting. But, who could blame me? I am only human. I can't just smile all the time. Pain sometimes brings me down.

I am going out of my mind. I don't know what to do. Sometimes, it's hard to reach for a solution when you know that you're between a rock and a hard place.

And sometimes, it's even more painful when you know you are standing there alone.

nhessie a.

By some surprising twist of fate, I am now a mom...a single one at that! I'd like to think that God has granted my most fervent wish - to become a superhero! At least in the eyes of my one year old boy - Alejandro. I'm a public servant experiencing fulfillment from doing the best I can to change the world in my own little way. A newbie blogger mom/digital mom and so far, I'm having difficulty switching from being the single, career woman I'm used to in the past and the new role I'm dealt with today. I'm an online entrepreneur too - I don't know where I'm going but then again, I already know where I'm from. And I don't ever wanna go back, Join me, in my missteps and misadventures and tell me what you think about my take on LIFE, LOVE and EVERYTHING ELSE IN BETWEEN. Welcome to Mama Whale's world!

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