empty shell...

I didn't know that being extremely lonely inside while looking happy outside can be possible. I feel like I'm playing a game. A game where I am the only one who knows the rules and yet I end up losing anyway.

I know I'm at fault, because I let people walk all over me. I do what pleases them even if it's against my ideas and wants. But is it bad to want happiness for the people you love?

I just feel awfully lonely and alone. I am going through so much in my life and yet nobody seem to understand. And when I let my problems affect me for a while, they tell me I am over reacting. But, who could blame me? I am only human. I can't just smile all the time. Pain sometimes brings me down.

I am going out of my mind. I don't know what to do. Sometimes, it's hard to reach for a solution when you know that you're between a rock and a hard place.

And sometimes, it's even more painful when you know you are standing there alone.

Rolled Into One Mom

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